Why is everyone I know Fucking failing me Why does anything I try Make it so much worse Than when I just found out I was all alone, all along I should've told you that I'm half closed off Then I expect more than half of Your confession Not that you owe me a thing So I'm keeping it within I swear I'll never Learn my lesson Because it's deeper than the skin I know you believe in him But I swear I wanna I don't hate you But I hate myself I hate this hand that I've been dealt And how I never ask for help Be a man And just keep yourself together Do you wish you could be better, yeah? 'Cause boys don't cry Don't show those tears in their eyes Your confession Not that you owe me a thing So I'm keeping it within I swear I'll never Learn my lesson Because it's deeper than the skin I know you believe in him But I swear I wanna The more I push, the more you pull me away I can't believe we act this way I can't believe we act this way And after everything I said I would do I'm walking 'round in circles I'm following you And it feels like the more I try, the more that I lose I thought I knew you better I thought that I knew Your confession Not that you owe me a thing So I'm keeping it within I swear I'll never Learn my lesson Because it's deeper than the skin I know you believe in him But I swear I'll never learn