I know just where to cut I never really was One to refrain from drawing blood Typically my own In ways that don't quite show Surrounded by love, yet alone I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self-hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away ♪ Allow myself to rust My heart collecting dust My mind keeps repeating, "You're not enough" It has me by the throat A death grip stranglehold I fear it's the last thing I'll know I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self-hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away (Has me by the throat) (Death grip stranglehold) (I know just where to cut) Is there a hole inside my brain Pulling every thought into a negative space?! A gravity I can't escape! Weighted my head to a pillow for days! But I still won't stay! I'm afraid that all l am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self-hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self-hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away...