I can wear my disguise
I can pretend I'm fine
That I've nothing to hide
I can swallow my pride
I missed all of the signs
All my stakes were too high
Just when I got some height
I fell down from the sky
I was trying to prove
I was too scared to lose
While I pile up my bills
It keeps getting more real
Keep on rolling my dice
Keep on taking my time
Living under the lights
Don't know when I'll arrive
Where I always was
Where I always was
Stuck right here at nowhere
Holding on to the air
Coexist with despair
Who said life would be fair?
Someday we'll all be dead
White hair grows on my head
All those dreams that I had
They haunt me in my bed
I thought I was the one
Nothing stood in my way
World was there to be won
A game too easy to play
Still got sounds in my mind
Can't stop living this life
Maybe I'm still young to die
But too late to resign
Cause I love this war
Yeah I love this war