S-s-surreal
Hmm, yuh huh
Running round in circles contemplating
Mind going 140 like I'm racing
Should be writing, as of late my words escaping
They keep asking, I don't wanna see them waiting
I can't wait to see the day that we all celebrating
'Cause now they see the real and know they show me love
You give me the world and I still tell you that it's not enough
Talking to my Mama and she tellin' me that times is tough
I be tryna catch a vibe with lil' shawty on it
She can come and stay the night and leavin' in the morning
Asking if I cannot find the time, I gotta chase my calling
Then I see the sadness in hеr eyes beforе they get to rollin'
See them roll, cynical, dropping like a pick and roll
Lettin' feelings go 'fore I ever let them show
This a lonely road, but as of now it's how I got to go
And now I'm really trying
Put some cookie in the zoobie, now I'm really flying
In the mood, I kill a beat and there is no denying
Start to write and then I stop, because it's not the timing
'Cause, everyone around me tellin' me I've gotta make a choice
People they be talking but to me, I'm only hearing noise
Press a button and the doors closing like a Rolls-Royce
Press another and the tables turn like the judges on The Voice
As of lately, all of these decisions make me feel annoyed
Why's it always on the boy? 'cause my vision greater
I'm the captain, guide you through the void
Manifesting greatness, all these obstacles that I avoid
I'm a shooting star, while all these brothers are some asteroids
Lately, I've been feelin' like I'm playing on the Lotto
How the fuck can I say moving forward is my motto?
When a couple brothers flying birds like Pidgeotto
And a couple real ones gone extinct, that's been on my mind
I been really on the grind
Mind is lost in purgatory, like mentally I've caught the nines
Caught a blessing, now I have a window just to make this right
Building bridges turned to burning bridges like it's fight or flight
Got decisions that I've gotta make depending on my life
Fuck a number, know I stay with hunger and I always strive
Had the slumber, now I face the slumber and I still survive
Up-and-comer 'bout to tear this bitch up like it's overnight
My family, as I live and breathe
Gotta get the timepiece, they bring beside me
Got a lot of them to feed, I can't take this lightly
Got me kickin' down doors like my name was Spike Lee
Like Rihanna, feel the way I'm shining brightly
Just a young'un with a dream and a flow so mighty
Now I'm rollin' with my G's, my health and my P's
Now they really see me winnin', they wanna just spite me, no
Ooo, yuh huh