So weak that it's ordinary
It's getting scary for me
Don't speak
Now it's ordinary
It's getting scary won't sleep
Won't
Won't trade these dreams for a happy night
Same routine til my name in lights
Seventeen when I paid that price
Amphetamines in my head to fight
And I been with a little bit of alchemy
Turn dirt to gold hope you proud of me
Drowning in a kiddie pool of misery
Been special needs with no less to feed
And I
Hope I make it up
For the sake of us
For the days of dust
Hate parades of lust
Razor blades and cuts
Made a name in us
They could name the trust
Still won't shake they cuffs
Snakes in the grass when I'm growing the motive
The bass and the mask couldn't earn a diploma
The pain in the flask when I hear bout the coma
The hate in my past thought it'd leave when I'm older
So weak that it's ordinary
It's getting scary for me
Don't speak
Now it's ordinary
It's getting scary won't sleep
Won't
Sleep until I make it up
Sleep until my family's luck
Sleep until I feel the thrill of living I been numb enough
Sleep until I make it up
Sleep until they hate is dust
Sleep until I feel the thrill of living with a million bucks
Lonely
The feeling is only
The villain when no need
Is present for you
40s in liver
And no dream is given
You're only this bitter cuz you
Can't see the truth when that wisdom given
You think it's all just a plot to fit in
You sick of being this aggravated
Miseducated but glad you made it
Can't sleep these days cuz you mamas waiting
For brand new whip and a chance to say that
Her son made it up
Not a bit of the luck
Getting whips out the mud
Dodging hits from Satan
Interpolated
This wordless hatred
Of self oh well I guess words degraded
I burn the faded
Can't learn the pain it
Comes and goes
But then hurts to say that
The sun it shine when I'm with you
Rain it comes and then misuse
Communication the issue
I'll be here my lung tissue
So weak that it's ordinary
It's getting scary for me
Don't speak
Now it's ordinary
It's getting scary won't sleep
Won't
Sleep until I make it up
Sleep until my family's luck
Sleep until I feel the thrill of living I been numb enough
Sleep until I make it up
Sleep until they hate is dust
Sleep until I feel the thrill of living with a million bucks