Yeah I was waiting for the sun But I woke up and I chose success Yeah Extra extravagant Lunches right by the Vatican Packing a bunch of punches The lighters back in the hand again Smoke, who want it Pinch baggies harder than mammograms Open hand slap from the caddy acting as bagger Vance Never gave a fuck if you're trapping That shit is not a plan Ending up like Chapo or Tony that's dead or in a can Me, I never accepted an L Learned to leave the prison in my my mind that was telling me fail Trying to put the people in my past that ain't wishing me well Still nice enough to say what's up, I ain't going nowhere Nah Shit See that's a problem because They really don't want the best for you But see for me I feel like I have to give so much because I was a person who didn't have anybody at the time That I felt like I needed the world And I had nothing But that's okay Cause we keep it going right Yeah, extraterrestrial all my homies are immigrants Ugh, been a dreamer since I hung up posters of Pac I guess that I was bout 9 a revolutionary heart Got the spark My negatives look picture fucking perfect Through a dark light I'm caught up in the cross fire Trying to chase perfection and find beauty in the barbwire Stuck, I'm really out here stumbling in mud But a diamond still shining in the mother fucking sun In the rough, promise I can never get enough This is really life or death but I'm only choosing love One The thing that I had to really think about That changed my whole life Was realizing that this is life or death There's no in between, there's no half steps Its full send That's all we could do is give it our all Yeah Aye yo, Mike Last night, I had this dream A strange dream where we was in the mainstream Floating Narrow flows but the illest road open I wondered how I was no longer underground Even though we deserved it Being in the current, no media circuit runarounds To cover ground Just surrounded by turbulent pressure to make a splash With banks made of cash Just to catch your ass And put you in a fish tank made of glass No longer seeing the horizon on my own island Take that lump out your throat and make a diamond Spitting the gospel apostles follow from track to track Powerful, endowed so responsible for the statue cracks As the night fall, I stay as watchful as castle black Times when I ain't give it my all Aint going back to that That's a fact what I told 'em Never see me fall like Cobb's todem With all these eyes on 'em Dialed in from my moms modem, I consoled 'em Blew em out the water dual shock 'em Sony controllers I'm holding (Take that lump out your throat) (I'm holding, I'm holding, I'm holding, I'm holding,) Yeah Man this really ain't a game, shit change when you're getting older Used to saying fuck the money, now I tell 'em run the jewelry Way I learned to shoot the uzi, I was bout 10 My grandfather, ex military put it in hand He said you stand like a man You better look where you shoot And Motherfucker this is serious, I'm talking to you And See I took that Created my own luck to travel farther than my bus pass Cause if I played the duck the golden goose could catch a buckshot Bow down I can't take advice from unaccomplished bitches Acting so surprised about there life but don't put time in that shit I've been on my grind I try and try again my consequence is Everything's on me so if I fail I'm taking all the chances Still I'm saying we the times I win, giving all the praises I can't catch a break or catch my breath Shhh, I'm trying to hear cicada's