I'm caught up between What I am and what you see I'm running you're catching up to me Making strides but it all feels backwards Can you see I'm fading faster Pulling threads till I come undone Lost control I'm letting go Been a shadow of myself Haven't found my way out Searching for a light In the dark I'm standing in my way Build walls up every day Can't step back to see the mess I've made Making strides but it all feels backwards Can you see I'm fading faster Pulling threads till I come undone Lost control I'm letting go Been a shadow of myself Haven't found my way out Searching for a light In the dark When did I lose myself Turned into someone else Thoughts keep me up at night Afterlight Been a shadow of myself Haven't found my way out Searching for a light In the dark Been a shadow of myself Haven't found my way out Searching for a light In the dark