You were always my favorite As I watched you from afar I bowed and left you standing there A smile hard like a scar You said there was a spy In the house of love Well I caught your spy on the rooftop Sending death from above Time and a hammer again All that we built reduced to rubble in our hands We failed like children fail Somewhere along the way We were led astray Honest like a blue man Steady on his way Gentle like a blue moon In the merry month of May A certain kind of loneliness As you go along A certain kind of poverty When the day is done That night you found a black crow It had a broken wing and of course it wouldn't sing Hate to say I told you so I'm gonna be more careful Next time somebody makes me a king So let a bird pick your future Let the beggar be your friend What waved farewell in the evening Might not come back to you again Sometimes it gets so hard Just doing anything Nothing belongs, no poem no song Ever means a thing And I don't deny it I wanted this to end Now that we are surrounded I miss my wildest friend And how the weather changed me Every day life starts anew I know you're sorry And I'm sorry too