I've stayed up one thousand nights
Tryna figure out this life
Convinced myself one thousand times
That I won't ever make things right
I live for the blur before things clear
But everything's the same as it was last year
Scared I'm losing fear, think I'm out of here
I guess that I don't know where I'm going
But I'm gone
I think I'm moving on
It's time to ask myself what I want from me
Cause it's hard to be
The same thing I've always been
You got to promise me you won't be stopping me
Cause I don't know where I'm going
But I'm
Going through the motions but I don't feel moved
Getting through the day cause it's just something to do
Now it's 4 A.M. and I'm here laying sideways
Eyes wide awake
Did I try today? To get through
Through what I make-believe
Believe in what I think I need
Can I see what you see in me?
I've stayed up one thousand nights
Here's to a thousand more
I break through ceilings to realize that I'm right back at the floor
I've been paving the way, blazing away
Saying the things I've been waiting to say
Searching for something that don't fade away, and don't break away
I look to you to say it's okay, so say it's okay
That I don't know where I'm going
But I'm gone
I guess I'm moving on
It's time to ask myself what I want from me
Cause it's hard to be
The same thing I've always been
You got to promise me you won't be stopping me
Cause I don't know where I'm going
But I'm gone