Hung up my cleats near boxing gloves Life off my feet could never be enough My shins exposed like table legs, not unreceptive, just acting tough I've heard my name and all it entails, but try to hold it up to modern cultured scales It's clear that roles reverse, and, now, proof's my burden as a nail file prepping a tyrannic world The notion of love is what kept you in my head The notion of home is what kept us in the same bed This doesnít feel like home How frivolous to compete for upper hands You're not empowered to govern circumstance But these even planes that self-sustain just seem so un-attainable Conditioning, hoping to earn the will to wait... Setting my own example- Cycling my steps ample times. Repeat. Repeat insanity Setting your own example Handling regret to know the pen just needed scribbling and is only rendered useless in the Moment that you concede Separate all the pigeons from the doves Digging holes, throwing anything but rice Climb, Zacchaeus, far from the earth Observe, not to be stuffed inside We're false exocentrics, just building a habit Our hopes only hold to the way we would have it I forfeit all control. I know ownership's a joke But still (reciprocal) servanthood, I yearn No one to hold me to my will Nothing to hold me to my will If you can ask me to, I will No one to hold me to my will