Caught up
I've been caught up in the mess that
Piled up on me last semester
When I couldn't take the pressure
Long nights
In my flat just contemplating
Should I start a new beginning
'Cause I can't call this life living
Now I don't know what to do
I feel stuck in my room
I've been living alone
'Cause I've been waiting on you
And I don't wanna hate this city
But I ain't got a friend here with me
And now I'm wasting away
Almost down in my grave
So I take a few pills
Just to make an escape
But I don't wanna hate this city
And I don't wanna leave you with it
I just wanna feel alive
I don't need to be remembered
Feel the wind by the lake
With some green tea and a sweater
Fall in love with someone
And not worry 'bout the weather
Meet a million different people
Just to write a million letters
They keep telling me to chase
Something that I don't believe in
Got no promises to make
Run away and call it even
I just need a little time
For the plans that I've been weaving
Start anew again but first
Gotta make it through the evening
My body's numb but my heart is full
I'm thinking more than I think I should
Got low blood sugar but I'll be good
I hate this place more than I thought I would
Now I don't know what to do
I feel stuck in my room
I've been living alone
'Cause I been waiting on you
And I don't wanna hate this city
But I ain't got a friend here with me
And now I'm wasting away
Almost down in my grave
So i take a few pills
Just to make an escape
But I don't wanna hate this city
And I don't wanna leave you with it
My hands are numb but my heart is full
The cold was gone now I'm not so sure
I need to sleep but this city don't
I know one day I'll find my way back home