I'm trapped
Too much to relax
I promise I been doing my best
I know that I fuck up but I'm doing it less
At least I'm trying
You got me trapped I can't get out
Baby what is this about
Girl you got me in withdrawls you something I can't go without
You say I'm acting crazy forgetting that you made me
You knocked me down then pick me up pretending like you save me
I gotta fight to get out, you always fill me doubt
Always thought we'd be together thought we'd figure it out
Now the codeine running plentiful
Saying that you love me but your words are never credible
Where were you, I was always there
Falling cuz you didn't care
Let you really see me now I'm drowning in my own despair
Girl you play all the games, you know it drives me insane
Speeding through my head and you be switching them lanes
I can't breathe here, the end is near
I'm drowning in lies
But it's my fault if I think it's a surprise
I don't wanna pop these percs anymore
You showed me love, you showed me pain that I ain't never felt before
I don't which is worse, I thought the love was real
And yeah the pain hurt but I told you how I feel
And you said you felt the same but you said you needed time
And that's what hurt the most cuz every word's a lie
I wish I never opened up and never will again
You always make me promises but never tell me when
Maybe it's my fault for believing in us
It's hard for me to love and even harder me to trust
But I gave you both and you ain't give me a thing
Said you'd love me at my lowest, guess I didn't really think
I'm fading through the valley, addiction alley
Killed so many feelings that I couldn't keep the tally
My demons free, but it won't define me
You got me trapped I can't get out
Baby what is this about
Girl you got me in withdrawls you something I can't go without
You say I'm acting crazy forgetting that you made me
You knocked me down then pick me up pretending like you save me
I gotta fight to get out, you always fill me doubt
Always thought we'd be together thought we'd figure it out
Now the codeine running plentiful
Saying that you love me but your words are never credible