Hurtful
You're so hurtful
You run me round in circles
Now my drinking went and spilled into the weeknights
Off a tab getting lost in the streetlights
I been looking for the real me
I gave you secrets you just wanted to reveal me
I got lost and I never found home
I thought that it was you but I'm better off alone
And I said I'd always be there but now you just tryna hurt me
Maybe we should just go our own ways
I know I said I'd always be there, now I'd have to disagree
I was caught up in your traps and now I'm finally getting free
You're so hurtful
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't deserve you
Thought that I'd be better off alone, turns out that hurts too
And I don't wanna hurt you but I'm sorry I won't go through that again
But nothing makes sense
You said you'd stay gone when you left
And you left me here I never guessed the one I love would be my death
And now I'm broken, words we left unspoken
Stuck inside my throat I'm choking
Coke and Xans inside my nostrils
These broken hands I know I lost her
But I'm better off, at least that's what I'm telling myself
I would rather die alone than keep on living in hell
That's why I called, I want you to know I'm wishing you well
But do you feel the same I never could tell
'Cause you're so hurtful
I been looking for the real me
I gave you secrets you just wanted to reveal me
I got lost and I never found home
I thought that it was you but I'm better off alone
And I said I'd always be there but now you just tryna hurt me
Maybe we should just go our own ways
I know I said I'd always be there, now I'd have to disagree
I was caught up in your traps and now I'm finally getting free
Hurtful