Your silence is my suicide
You disappear but it's alright
Used to feeling empty insides
Life ain't worth your empty insights
You used me so you could heal
But I'm empty over here
You put me through my worst fears
When you blocked me I shed tears
Don't feel like I'm at home
Feel like I'm better alone
My spirit hangs from a rope
Addiction stuck on this road
I just wanna feel home
Extra time on the road
Baby can you come home
I been missing your hold
I'm sorry if I scared you, I woke up on the floor again
Sometimes I go too far but this ain't where the story ends
I just saw the other side, back up on the floor again
Demons go and score again
When you're by my side, I just always feel invincible
Fuck everything else it's just all about the principle
But when you disappear yeah my heart is feeling critical
Don't wanna feel invisible
Benzos got me alright
I'm going straight through the night
I'll be okay for tonight
I gave you all I had and you kicked me out the door
Gave you all my energy and now you just ignore
People always telling me that death is on the door
Met the reaper bought him some Dior
I'm at peace with my pain
And you still play with my brain
Like watching on my life through a window pain
You have the hold of my reigns
But now it's different timing
It's everybody else, wanna see the fam shining
I just kept it real, put the pain up in the songs
The real be real and wrong
If you just wanna dub it I got plenty of backups
I got lots of Xanz yeah I'm already stacked up
Getting my racks up
HoodieFam first baby you just turned to backup
Do you feel like your home
When you're sitting alone
No one picks up the phone
And you don't know your home
Can you take all the pain
Let me take it away
I swear there's brighter days
You might not see it now but keep climbing the ladder, you'll see lighter waves
Emotions build up to these tidal waves
And we both explode
No it ain't good for the soul
Don't know why I give you control
You're always in and out my life and I don't even know your role
And you want me to just trust that you ain't playing code
The answers no