Yeah I already know
Mixing all these chemicals I'm feeling kinda slow
Runnin out of options feel like I ain't in control
Runnin up a bag but we always on patrol
Got a couple demons if you really wanna roll
I got Devil tendencies I'm trynna keep control
It's a fast life, forever I ain't ever getting old
I done showed her my pain and she left me in the cold
When I open my heart, they just always wanna fold
They just want the Dior, then they run out the door
I just want something more, can you love me for sure
Can you love me for me now
My love expensive but you got it for free now
I spent love that I wish I could get back
I got spirits that done saved me from attack
I done loved you for sure, but baby not anymore
Addicted to your toxic gotta kick it for sure
I got some addictions, live my life in fictions
They running automatic but I been running stickshift
Running from reality, dissociating casually
The devil's just consumer and my brain is just a factory
Feel like I'm at my end
Ain't no time to repent
Ready for whatever's next
Walk up in a room spike it up like Johnny Test
Bitch you don't even know me
Baby that was the old me
I been living faster but my heart is beating slowly
Nobody owns me this is my testimony
I'm just trynna last take my pain by my lonely
Tell myself I'm living my dream
Call me captain codeine
Oxycodone in my bloodstream
I know it's hard to love me
Addicted living fast and I'm sitting in the front seat
Yeah I already know
Mixing all these chemicals I'm feeling kinda slow
Runnin out of options feel like I ain't in control
Runnin up a bag but we always on patrol
Got a couple demons if you really wanna roll
I got Devil tendencies I'm trynna keep control
It's a fast life, forever I ain't ever getting old
I done showed her my pain and she left me in the cold
When I open my heart, they just always wanna fold