These pills will be the death of me, Mix it with the Hennessy
I wanna stay alive, trynna find some different remedies
My thoughts are all ahead of me, poisoning my memories
Pop another Xan and I put it in my melodies
Got a lot of chalkra, thought you were Hinata
But now you playing games gotta go back to the doctor
I take a lot of medicine, keep it on a regimen
Anxiety variety I focus on the Benjamins
Benzo baby till I fuckin die
Brain is going crazy take another just to simplify
Mix it with the perky and my feelings start to minimize
Mix it with the liquor and I think I start to synthesize
Racing to my own destruction, this is just the introduction
Welcome to addiction and obsessive overthought productions
Talkin with my demons and we have a lot of good discussions
Did a lot of shit without a thought about the repercussions
Know I wanna love you but you gotta play these games
You know I got anxiety you been adding to the flames
You play my insecurities I know it is the worst for me
You got me on a chain but you been fighting on a curse for me
When it's you and me I know you gotta feel the chemistry
Got an intuition that you might just be the enemy
Always on my mind yeah I think of you excessively
I wanna love you but you might just be the death of me
I got a past You got a past that we can swallow
You the only drug, make me feel like I'm not hollow
You're the only drug that can help me to tomorrow
Baby if you leave I'm overdosing for the sorrow
These pills will be the death of me, Mix it with the Hennessy
I wanna stay alive, trynna find some different remedies
My thoughts are all ahead of me, poisoning my memories
Pop another Xan and I put it in my melodies
Got a lot of chalkra, thought you were Hinata
But now you playing games gotta go back to the doctor
I take a lot of medicine, keep it on a regimen
Anxiety variety I focus on the Benjamins