Pretend, just let me sleep again I'm losing confidence with consciousness i need to begin I don't know why, well just look under my eyes Through the REM into a dream where i could save you again And i feel so cursed with this long life Because i wanna goto heaven but i don't wanna die I close my eyes just to kill some time Escape eternity and exit anywhere that i like And the screams might seem like they're coming from someplace inside I hide within my body alive When i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive Just leave a trace of me as debris To leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see I lied when i said i never tried When i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive Set free, now i'm just by myself There's no use for good health when i'm trapped here without you I swell like an ocean inside When you died you didn't stop me from. You didn't stop me in time I'll throw my fist deep within the beach But the heart of the earth is too far out of reach Tearing graves in the sand in the shape of my veins I lay down as i drown while the blood comes in waves And the screams might seem like they're coming from someplace inside I hide within my body alive When i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive Just leave a trace of me as debris To leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see I lied when i said i never tried When i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive And the screams might seem like they're coming from someplace inside I hide within my body alive When i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive Just leave a trace of me as debris To leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see I lied when i said i never tried When i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive