In a screaming silence
I just sit here staring
I'm afraid of my thoughts
And even scared of who I am
Or who I've become after all those years
And still you're here with me
While I'm drifting slowly
And towards the unknown
I keep wondering why this
Building's still intact
Not yet collapsed
Like a house of cards on an icy ground
My hell lies deep beneath
All the words I've spoken
All the things I've created
I did it all with love
Now the dreams are lost in vain
Because of me
And I keep on falling through the sky
With broken wings attached
I'm freezing the moment
And the pain might go away
While everything's burning
I light up another flame
Yes, maybe I'm drowning
I've lost my anchor anyway
All the walls around me
I created wisely
I don't care about your
Questionmarks and help
My world is fine
I'm healing myself as I always did
A thousand times before
And if you ever find a
A little crack in those walls
Try to rescue me and
Maybe it's not too late
Or maybe I'm gone
And so is your pain that's been haunting you
Now better days will come
In a screaming silence
I just sit here staring
I wanted to be different
Not tortured by my insanity
And I keep on falling through the sky
With broken wings attached
I'm freezing the moment
And the pain might go away
While everything's burning
I light up another flame
Yes, maybe I'm drowning
I've lost my anchor anyway