Sitting at the table, wondering why Haunted by a dream i had about you Last night Smoke a cigarette the rain is falling outside Tell myself you know things happen like that sometimes I had a dream You were to be married And i asked you why you didn't to marry me You said, i needed privacy And i knew you were right And i knew i'd never let you breathe And i knew i forgot you didn't belong to me So i sit at the table Kicking myself Not wanting to believe I can't be close to anyone So i believe he loves me I don't believe he is there So i tell him i want to be alone sometime Cause i don't think i can do it