I'm so tired of soul searching Blackened tongues and lies have set this Mind ablaze with inner grief With weary eyes, i never sleep I live in chaos, always searching for peace And watch these tears fall at my feet Where is your god when you are On your knees Torn into pieces by reality I just can't believe in your divinity Searched high and low for a key Trying to find some clarity But still struggle with my own mortality Born to live, love, and then die There's no more time to be found in the skies Born from pain As a part of the lie Conditioned to hate, hurt, and cry I see how much you have changed I let a piece of myself fade away You brought me only misery Never forget, still etched in my memory