Fighting these thoughts again, as I held the gun right to my head
Pull and release the lead
In this miracle of life, I plead for death
So, trapped within, I stand here in this rain alone
So tired of trying in this world
I want to let go
Forsaken, no one at my side
Barely breathing just trying to survive
Without choice, without compromise
Waiting for the day I ascend into the light
Will ever God accept my peace?
Will he forgive, is there no in between?
Down on my knees, I have lost all faith
Is there no path for my soul now into Heaven's Gates?
Trapped again, in this rain alone, in a world so cold
Trapped again, in this rain alone, in this life
I want to let go
Forsaken, no one at my side
Barely breathing just trying to survive
Without choice, without compromise
Waiting for the day I ascend into the light
Close to the edge, every day feels the same
Pulls at the strings of my sanity
Close all the doors, let nobody in
The person you knew is no longer who I am
Hold my breath, close my eyes
Pull and release as I ascend into the light