I need help Can't fix me by myself I hate How I sound In every Recording I've found And I don't Want to Be ashamed When I Hear you Say my name I feel Unreal Like something Is out of place I'd bite The hand If it meant I'd feel okay And I don't Want to Be ashamed When i Hear you Say my name I feel A chill My spine Is stiff as nails And I Want out Oh I Want out And I don't Want to Be ashamed When I Hear you Say my name I just want you to hear me out Don't leave me Hanging In my doubt And I don't Want to Be ashamed When I Hear you Say my name I just want you to hear me out Don't leave me Hanging In my doubt