A reason for hope I had forgotten, silencing pain Wounds were just cuts on this orphan season That I used to veil With closed eyes I've watched the gleam lose its thorns Until skies were no more Through unrelenting strain my fears were all gone Gone like the vibrance of my whole world Within this crystalline ether lies all I left Drown in a stream of mind, drifting higher Resignment fills my veins Yet in the darkest clouds rays find their way Along this dead end path tracks lead no aim The essence of my outcome lies in its emptiness Could I thrive on the shores of this nothingness When perfection seems to dwell on a sunless tide that never failed Should this haze be my blaze Am I a drop just lost in this haunting rain Will my heart stop longing for another day As my pulse leaves me like light on the edge of ends For once I now feel like I belong to something else Through loss and bliss I now stray away At last dreams in my core grew reality Exhaling back what was once our Transcending Fire