On the surface of this dismal dream
I find your reasoning so unkind
In my darkest, morbid morning hours
I find them drifting around in my mind
It's nonsensical, not understood
And deep inside I wish I could
Believe in you
To find yourself
In this lonely shell
Only time will tell
How we can reverse this hell
I believe in you
But not myself
Now I'm holding on
To what's already gone
I'm trembling on the inside
For what was never mine
But don't let go
Of this love before you even know
I'll save you from this hell
And drag you from where you dwell
And still my walls keep breaking down
In this hurt I drown
I disappear
And still you wander further away
To where the silence stays
But are you here?
What have you done that made you run
I'll break and bleed for what I need
But there's nothing more I can do
And it's dark in here
I'm controlled by fear
And my only wish is to have you near
But there's nothing more coming from you
Now I'm holding on
To what's already gone
I'm trembling on the inside
For what was never mine
But don't let go
Of this love before you even know
I'll save you from this hell
And drag you from where you dwell
And I'm still holding on
To what you say is wrong
I'm dying on the inside
For the reasons that you hide
But don't you let it go
Or darling we will never know
I'll save you from despair
If you'd only let me near