I got him the way that I knew I had to take him out I shot him the way that I do God there's no way out Looking back now I see Looking back now I see See I shot him right there, no turning back He locked in, lightly, a horse on the track As he stood there, easy, within my grasp Every kiss lead him closer to attack A sweet love, breezy, until the day that I Call out, needy, looking for comfort I Tried to face the issues getting bigger But instead I, instead I pulled the trigger I pulled the trigger Welcomed to the kingdom of the man Who reached out with a sweet and loving hand He offered and invited me to stay But the one thing that I need he'd turn away If i shut down everything inside my head You'd be unwounded but it's me who'd end up dead Not sure I'd drown you in affections like like i do If i cut them out the bad will take the good Should I value this as your life verses mine? Or am I guilty of a very different crime? I only wish that you would want for me what I want for you And I've told you too I got him the way that I knew I had to take him out I shot him the way that I do God there's no way out Looking back now I see Looking back now I see I'm approaching the stage that I dreaded to face, the climax of it all Not one easier way than to stand here and say that it's me who caused the fall I got him right from the start, a 45 disguised as my heart An empty casing is all that's left of me Dispatched my soul out on that same trajectory Regardless of what's grown on this I took that life away I took the life away See I shot him, right there, no turning back He locked in, tightly, a horse on the track As he stood there, easy, within my grasp Every kiss lead him closer to attack A sweet love, breezy, until the day that I Call out, needy, looking for comfort I tried to stop these issues getting bigger But instead I, Instead I pulled I pulled the trigger