Sorry I keep flinching But I'm really not used to this It's all new and Old habits die hard I guess This is usually the part where Someone tells me They don't want me around Leave it to you to break the pattern Make me feel like my feelings matter It's gonna hurt but not as much as the feeling that Time is running out Wake another day and put the past behind you Tell me to forget it but I'm not inclined to Pray nobody ever has to feel like I do But at least we didn't ever leave the truth unspoken Petty consolation, leave the future open What's it gonna take for me to not be broken Sorry that I'm like this I'm just waiting for the trauma response to hit Didn't mean to make this your problem You didn't sign up for the things it comes with Sorry that I'm like this The least I can do is stay silent Fade into the background 'Til you decide if you want me around