I wish that I could hate you
Cause it'd be easier to move on
I swear that this is the 1000th song
Where you're the one I've written upon
How many more songs do I have to write
Till your completely off my mind
My heart can't take this anymore
I'm sick and tired and oh so bored
Sick and tired and oh so bored
Sick and tired
The time we had feels like a dream
Did you say things you really mean
You said you needed to work on you
Then proceeded to be with someone new
And even if it's just friendship
You still chose them over me
Yea even if it's just friendship
It was looking so sketchy baby
And now I'm left here with a broken heart
And I don't know who or what I've lost
I'm so confused on what's happening
But now I'm fine with everything
Don't even seem to have cared about me
Definitely not something I could foresee
I felt stuck in that place you left
But now I'm not so fucking stressed
So fucking stressed
I couldn't rest
And I felt like a mess
So fucking stressed
And now that I've unfollowed you
I know I can't take back all that you threw away
But maybe it's better that way
To exist with a clean slate
And you said that you'd come around one day
But I can't wait
No I won't stay
To be yours only when you feel okay
So goodbye I know I said a lot
And I don't want to put you in this spot but
Hey my feelings are valid too
I got to let them out cause our times due
And someday I'll meet someone new
And get back all the roses I gave you
They'll give me all the things you never could
They'll understand that I deserve to be treated good
I deserve
To be treated good
I never should've said "I loved you"
But I was hurt I had to tell you
Cause it ended oh so soon
And to let it out was what I had to do
You and your two tattoos
And that one pair of fancy boots
Were the only things you let closest to you
Faking empathy is all do
Now You're done
Cause I've won
Taken back my cup
Full of love
Wasn't this fun