Feels like I'm breaking up in the atmosphere
People telling me how great their life is
I haven't slept for days and now I'm seeing things
Maybe this is a midlife crisis?
So yeah
I'm getting older
I'm going blind and lost my hair
It's now growing out my shoulders
Using body wash for your head
And shampoo for your body
Sometimes I feel I'd be better off...
Dead inside
That's me every morning
Four hours sleep a night
Can kinda get exhausting
The lesson i learned
Is that you don't have kids
I wish someone would have told me that
Before they did
Feels like I'm breaking up in the atmosphere
People telling me how great their life is
I haven't slept for days and now I'm seeing things
Maybe this is a midlife crisis?
My back is aching
I have a number of
Pain relief medications
I'm now taking
And inside my head
Dark thoughts haunt me
And taunt me
Whilst I'm dreaming of a different life
On a remote beach
Instead
I'm here on this cold forsaken island
Surrounded by fools
Especially in the current climate
Which is another thing
That gives me great anxiety
Is drowning in the rising tide
Or forever being in austerity
Feels like I'm breaking up in the atmosphere
People telling me how great their life is
I haven't slept for days and now I'm seeing things
Maybe this is a midlife crisis?
I picked up this guitar
And learnt to play some real sick tunes
Picked up my microphone
And made my ears bleed for you
And now I've fucking done it
Go back to fucking bed
And think of all the missed opportunities
Made up inside my head
Go back to my dormant state of existence
Wiping bums, in search for persistence
Looking for a reason
To feel alive again
Hopefully the next one
Will be a bit more consistent
Some might call this a midlife crisis
I call it resistance