ONCE OR TWICE I'm in my bedroom, I feel like a wanker. Watching all the videos of you. I lost my mind but I am not an abuser. Trying to laugh but I don't feel too good. I fucked up once or twice, now come on. Don't be so cold as ice, yeh come on. The bottle is empty, but I try to remember. The look on your face when you were ready to scream. Making it faster and taking it harder. But now it just feels like a stupid fucking dream. I fucked up once or twice, now come on. Don't be so cold as ice, yeh come on. I guess I'll pay the price, so come on. I'm down but jesus Christ, I'm alright. I guess I'm weaker than I had imagined. Cracking so easy but it weren't up to me. Drownin my sorrows, takin my life away. Now I've lost everything, how can this be. I fucked up once or twice, now come on. Don't be so cold as ice, yeh come on. I guess I'll pay the price, so come on. I'm down but jesus Christ, I'm alright.