And I've watched the ceiling unfold one too many times to count
I said a couple mean things, and yeah you really deserve it
But I could never see a turn around
I didn't think I would have been that wrong, why should I care
Only play my songs that I made out of thin air
Oh my god, you get under my hair
If you put on a front I'm gonna jump out of my chair
So would you put in the effort to be a good friend to someone else
I'm so under pressure, but never never chasing the sun because I stop when I don't know the rules
Give me something to do I got no time to be confused
I lost myself in all your ruses
Play me down make me feel stupid
I swear to god I'll fall asleep as soon as I don't have a headache
Think that I'm pathetic asking questions like a survey
Unapologetic, text me every other Thursday
I've been bleeding out so can you hit me with a first aid kit
You just wanna instigate
I fucking told you that I don't wanna be mitigating
I got you out of my life and I feel liberated
Uh uh, and I've patiently waited here for a call back
And I'm done with debating it, but I fought back
And yeah, your constant sedation has only caused that
I'll figure out what you're saying and then I'll block that
You drew a line in the sand and then you crossed that
And now it's not my job to fucking hold your hand
To get you through your faults and I, uh
And if I could withstand all of your bullshit plans
Then I could be myself tonight
Give me something to do I got no time to be confused
I lost myself in all your ruses
Play me down make me feel stupid
Uh uh, and I've patiently waited here for a call back
And I'm done with debating it, but I fought back
And yeah, your constant sedation has only caused that
I'll figure out what you're saying and then I'll block that
You drew a line in the sand and then you crossed that
And now it's not my job to fucking hold your hand
To get you through your faults and I, uh
And if I could withstand all of your bullshit plans
Then I could be myself tonight