I think I smoke too much
My heart resides in my stomach
I'm leaving all of my grudges in the summer
'Cause I could never tell
If it was all my fault and fucking everywhere
I get reminded of us, it's like
Every time I go outside I tend to panic
Made a picture out of all my lies, a panoramic I
Know this heat is gonna be the death of me
I'm taking medicine I shouldn't take to sleep
Cause I've been letting go of letting go of caution
These fucking stepping stones are making me exhausted
It's way too late for that, waited till 8 for that
I can't escape from that, you've got me going mad
I got five seconds time to live and relearn
You know it's not enough, you're making my stomach turn
And I don't care about if you were there or not
You're so unfair because I'm telling you I forgot
I got five seconds time to live and relearn
You know it's not enough, you're kicking me to the curb
I don't think this is what I deserve
Keep on digging me out just throw me back in the dirt
I'm watching my mouth, I should see where I'm going first
Don't think you're seeing me through this time
You're not as scary as you think
I'm getting used to feeling like nothing
Now I'm falling apart
Feels like a punch into my stomach
Or a stick inside my heart
I got five seconds time to live and relearn
You know it's not enough, you're making my stomach turn
And I don't care about if you were there or not
You're so unfair because I'm telling you I forgot
I got five seconds time to live and relearn
You know it's not enough, you're kicking me to the curb