Lately I've been
Counting down the time since
I've gone blind, my eyelids shut
I know you couldn't give a fuck
Your hazy silence
Won't break my spine, I'm trying
I said I'm fine I'm lying
I feel it in my sinus
Yeah, I just wanna be alone sometime
But I'll waste my life just to make it right
Instead you wanna stay the night
Because you're so uptight
About the way you shake your spine
Way too fucked up, don't wanna feel alright
I hate your guts, just wanna waste your time
Say this too much, you could say you're fine
I'm too fucked up, but I see through your lies
Salem's over I can think about it clearly now
But I'd be different if I ever seemed to leave the house
All this time has taught me everything is different now
I'm growing older I should probably start to figure out
I should prolly put my feelings in a different direction
You made your fucking mind up and you made a selection
I guess I really thought we had a fucking connection
But you just said I'm wrong and now you're out of my mentions
I just wrote a song and then I saw our reflection
All my friends have told me that I'm steady progressing
But I dropped out of college because of all my depression and
Not to mention, I've been
Way too fucked up, don't wanna talk about it
I hate your guts, you hit me up, you said you're done
But I really fucking doubt it
I know that you're different
But my memories have clouded
Yeah, I just wanna be alone sometime
But I'll waste my life just to make it right
Instead you wanna stay the night
Because you're so uptight
About the way you shake your spine
Way too fucked up, don't wanna feel alright
I hate your guts, just wanna waste your time
Say this too much, you could say you're fine
I'm too fucked up, but I see through your lies