I cannot decide, so how can you? Who I am inside, so how do you? How do you know who you are? How isn't everything hard? How can you get out of bed everyday With a smile inside of your heart? Maybe not meant to go far Maybe inherently flawed Maybe the stress that I carry is carving up scars And I feel the tension inside of my jaw Holding to pain I can't let go I wish I was trying my best, though Honestly I wouldn't bet, no I'd rather be up in my bed, yo Sleeping all day, I live in the past Rotting away, I know that it's sad Dreamin' 'bout all the love that I had But I can't go back I cannot decide, so how can do you? Who I am inside, so how do you? And I'm not alright, so how are you? I'm not me tonight, can I be you? Damn it, I think that I'm broken So fucking tired of hoping So fucking sick of not knowing Who I wanna be now it feels like I'm choking I hate the face I was given I swear that I'm bout to give in Trying to deal with the doubt That maybe my life ain't worth living I'm standing in front of my mirror, I hate what I see I can't decide if I wanna be somebody else or I wanna be me I cannot decide, so how can do you? Who I am inside, so how do you? And I'm not alright, so how are you? I'm not me tonight, can I be you?