Do I, count the steps that I'm taking with me? Or do I take advantage just to make em' believe? I do my, best to keep my positivity sane But all I, see are people pausing with me to take Cause everybody want the fame and nobody wanna work You dictated the definition of tryna be of worth I created the definition of being what i earn Guess you never saw it comin' and now you hide in the dirt and so I. Just live my life in the other way, Come throw what's left right in front of me. It's too late, it's too late, Can't sleep can't take what's in front me. Call me a liar, call me a saint, call me a martyr, call me insane. If it makes you feel better, then you'd be wishing I'm dead. Only through the times and trials that have stood in my way. Do I, bask in shadows that they told me to see Do I, listen to you or pay attention to me Or do I, pick myself up and remember to breathe Because I'm, done with everything they want me to be, so I. Just live my life in the other way, Come throw what's left right in front of me. It's too late, it's too late, Can't sleep can't take what's in front me. I'll let you say what you feel, because I know what I want I've seen a lot of you snakes, but look at what I've become I live my life in reverse, I never do it the same So listen close to these words, and what I'm here to reclaim I'll let you say what you feel, because I know what I want I've seen a lot of you snakes, but look at what I've become I live my life in reverse, I never do it the same So listen close to these words, ah fuck it! I'll live my life in the other way. You burn these dreams in your own dismay I'll, live, my, life, now you can't stop me, now you can't stop me