I know she hates me, I wonder why
And we were close, I miss what we had
But the truth tends to come with time
Tore this soul, I'll die inside
And I was sober but I stay inside
She becomes my home for the night
There's some things we never speak out loud
That form of deep pain is never talked about
Like usual, she's so cyclical
I'm burning up and she pours the fuel
Petrified, I sit and hide
With iron rule, she's on me tonight
Make my chest collapse to break even
She's tryna lay my grave but I'm breathing
I guess I have shit luck and I mean it
You couldn't give a fuck while I'm bleeding
It's not fun and games when you're crying
I guess I'll never say what I'm feeling
I see the plaster peel from the ceiling
Still, I won't hurt you too to break even
It's not a war, why try and make it?
I would've talked if I knew you were okay
Even today when sober, I say
You were the one for me that's gotten away
I'm fine, I'll get by
She's glass, I'm teflon
Don't die for pride's sake
'Cause you were made for great things
Like usual, she's so cyclical
I'm burning up and she pours the fuel
Petrified, I sit and hide
With iron rule, she's on me tonight
Make my chest collapse to break even
She's tryna lay my grave but I'm breathing
I guess I have shit luck and I mean it
You couldn't give a fuck while I'm bleeding
Like usual, she's so cyclical
I'm burning up and she pours the fuel
Petrified, I sit and hide
With iron rule, she's on me tonight