No no no Crawling in my skin The feelings back again Changed my mind For the thousandth time today Why can't I ever find the words to say Despite how I try in a million ways I can't admit that I'm not okay Yeah, yeah But maybe one day all of these things will change And being happy won't be make believe Make believe That's not what I want to see Maybe there's hope for me Changed my mind For the thousandth time today Why can't I ever find the words to say Despite how I try in a million ways I can't admit that I'm not okay Yeah, yeah And one of these days I'll find my own place Where I am free, not a sketch in a dream