Had to keep it real baby I can't play pretend Shorty tryna pray on me She ain't say amen Real one changed on me We can't make amends Tried to run some game on me We done made a mess Drop some dollars on a bad one You ain't making sense I can't read your mind, tell me how you feel I hate the gas Had to hold my ground and stay down I can't change my stance Fuck around and I'ma risk it all I'ma take a chance Have you ever felt like you're digging up a grave And you're 'bout to hop back in it just so you can stop the pain Just so you can have a moment by yourself and be alone Like back in 2010 but shit won't ever be the same as then No one wanna hurt when the knife gon' stab Everybody duck when the gun gon' blast 'Cause everybody run away from everything that hurts But you know that I like the pain and that's what feels the worst What do you want from me? Everytime you talk to me Pinch me like artery I wear my heart on my sleeve It ended awkwardly I gave up somberly Need a lobotomy So I can remember anything What is it worth? Baby, what I'm worth to you? You cut me deep, but it don't hurt to you? I wish you could see all the pain that you caused me The hate inside me, I wish I was free Had to keep it real baby I can't play pretend Shorty tryna pray on me She ain't say amen Real one changed on me We can't make amends Tried to run some game on me We done made a mess Drop some dollars on a bad one You ain't making sense I can't read your mind, tell me how you feel I hate the gas Had to hold my ground and stay down I can't change my stance Fuck around and I'ma risk it all I'ma take a chance Take a chance