Isn't it obvious Didn't ever want to let you down Never been partying Always been bad in a crowd Too many nights of staying up late So many times I'd wait for the same To change And I laid Awake Awake And I'm always trying, working too slow You see the lights I swear that I'll glow today You wait You wait You wait I'm too hung up to socialize and So long I'm compromising Tried hard to make it right in Still end with no surprises Telling mom I'm fine alright, alright I left the sun it's shining bright, so bright When I find Who am I And I like him Then I'll try it I've never stood out first Used to say that I'm cursed Spent a whole lot of money Working til I was 20 years old I lived in a box Went from the rain to the rocks And every bill that I got I payed it all now I'm off I cut off all of my hair Prayed that I would be there Still I made it to philly Saw the friends that I really miss Sometimes I'm reliving it My life I keep speeding it up Too many nights of staying up late So many times I'd wait for the same To change And I laid Awake Awake And I'm always trying, working too slow You see the lights I swear that I'll glow today You wait You wait You wait Telling mom I'm fine alright, alright I left the sun it's shining bright, so bright When I find Who am I And I like him Then I'll try it I'll glow (I'm alright I'm alright) Telling mom I'm fine You could watch me shine