Talk's cheap when you're talking like me And my body feels weak But it's nice to feel something Everybody got their eyes on me And the show goes on This is self-destruction If someone told you that I died in my sleep But there's blood on my sheets You would know that they're bluffing But I could tell you I'm doing alright I got tears in my eyes And you don't see nothing But I'm not crying about you no more It's my heart but you're ripping it out like it's yours You text me "I hate you" I text you back an apology I could die tonight And you're the only thing that was stopping me But I'm not crying about you no more It's my heart but you're ripping it out like it's yours You text me "I hate you" I text you back an apology I could die tonight And you're the only thing that was stopping me The only thing that was stopping me Is the whole weight of the world 'Cause it feels like it's on top of me If this really is goodbye, I hope it's not but it's probably Why can't you look me in the eyes And say you're done with me properly? Why can't you look me in the eyes and say I wasn't enough? Why do you keep coming back? It's like rubbing salt in the cut I know that things could be better Let's chalk it up to bad luck I'm one step ahead of you, baby, try to catch up Talk's cheap when you're talking like me And my body feels weak But it's nice to feel something Everybody got their eyes on me And the show goes on This is self-destruction But I'm not crying about you no more It's my heart but you're ripping it out like it's yours You text me "I hate you" I text you back an apology I could die tonight And you're the only thing that was stopping me But I'm not crying about you no more It's my heart but you're ripping it out like it's yours You text me "I hate you" I text you back an apology I could die tonight And you're the only thing was stopping me But I'm not crying about you no more It's my heart but you're ripping it out like it's yours You text me "I hate you" I text you back an apology I could die tonight And you're the only thing that was stopping me