I'm losing faith and abilities I wish I brave I'm never at ease What did you say to me Nothing was made for me Nothing went the way of the willow I'll sit right here and wait by my window Picking leaves for you to see I hate these trees when I can't breathe I'm sick of me I said too much I hate myself not scared to crush I'm not scared to crush I hate myself Not fair no touch I did this to myself Come destroy me now I really wanna know I locked inside your arms I hate the way it goes I'm locked inside a farm While you remove his coat I've never had the time To let anyone close Just a log and a tree standing open in fields Rough times for a being if you don't know how to heal Kill me lover, push below the ground Oh, I can't stand it here, not even an ounce Oh, you Oh, my Come back To my side I don't know myself Don't go I'll stay and get help No, I don't miss you Hate what you done to me Say that you're in love me 200 hundred days Where I would see you I made a mistake Now I can't see you