I've been wondering when will this end I'm tired of the same old The summer sun don't feel warm now I break down anytime someone pretends That everything is alright That being Jaded's how we get by But I don't want to be that Want to feel that anymore I'm done pretending No I don't want to be that Want to feel that anymore I'm done pretending Nobody knows what it's like When I'm wandering around the city When no one's with me How I cry in the staircase questioning life Between all the manic I lose my static But I don't want to be that Want to feel that anymore I'm done pretending No I don't want to be that Want to feel that anymore I'm done pretending I don't want to be that Want to feel that anymore I'm done pretending No I don't want to be that Want to feel that anymore I'm done pretending