Better dead than alive Wasting all my time When you said goodbye Really ruined my life You don't gotta hold me, love, I've had enough I don't even wanna speak, I'm slowly giving up Putting up my walls, I'm putting up my defences Tight around the back, I wear a noose like a necklace Please give me a moment, would you let me hide? If you knew what I been through, you wouldn't lie When I tell you I miss you, it's out of spite I'm the root, I'm the issue to ruin life God, you know how long I've been searching Was my love ever enough? I can't bear the thought of when I lose you Gotta sit down and restart Just tell me straight what's on your mind love Do you have some questions you kept out? Save it for the end of the night now Don't wanna get too stuck on the past Just be honest you can tell me what you wanted And I won't bite, I get lost in the moment Come on baby, yeah you know I can't sleep until we solve this Yeah you know how I get sometimes You don't gotta hold me, love, I've had enough I don't even wanna speak, I'm slowly giving up Putting up my walls, I'm putting up my defences Tight around the back, I wear a noose like a necklace Please give me a moment, would you let me hide? If you knew what I been through, you wouldn't lie When I tell you I miss you, it's out of spite I'm the root, I'm the issue to ruin life