And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow Of what we were when we were young And you don't remember my name And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am Oh, oh And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen I guess it takes four years to know the difference You knew me better than anyone and you hated me So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow Of what we were when we were young And you don't remember my name And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry