Life is walking on a tightrope, with nothing but a blindfold

It's a long way, it's a long way down
I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy, but can you really blame me?
It's a long way, it's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the
(Knife right in the, knife right in the...)
It's like a knife right in the back, like a bullet to the head
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Why can't I understand? The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge with nowhere to go

This is how it feels, this is how it feels, how it feels to be lost, lost
I've been stranded in an ocean, treading water but it's hopeless, hopeless
It's a long way, it's a long way down
Why am I always on the brink of losing it all? Am I just wasting my time?
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It's a long way, it's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the back, like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand? The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge with nowhere to go
This is how it feels, this is how it feels, how it feels to be lost
Lost
Lost
And it's a long way down
And it's a long way down
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I put myself through hell?
And will I ever understand?
The blood is on my hands
(Knife right in the, knife right in the...)
It's like a knife right in the back, like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand? The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge with nowhere to go
This is how it feels, this is how it feels, how it feels to be lost, lost
How it feels to be lost