Wake up and sail away
The love that I've been in is fucked up and not okay
And I don't even care about it
Sit and drown in the shallow and if I just stand up
If I can just take a breath
Maybe then I can clear my head, I can be different
But I'm just not feeling like it
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
I don't look back (back)
It's like a panic attack and I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have (have)
And I thought you should know that I'm not letting go
Even if I'm seeing black
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it
I'm still gone
I'm out of it
And I forgot how to get up and quit
Before it takes me under again
Getting caught by the undertow
Did I lose control, did I ever even have it?
Before I open my mouth again
Can I ditch my head, can I drop it like a habit?
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
I don't look back (back)
It's like a panic attack and I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have (have)
And I thought you should know that I'm not letting go
Even if I'm seeing black
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it (I don't even care about it, care about it)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
And I don't even care about it
I'm beginning to like it
I'm beginning to like it when I'm down
A feeling I used to forget
And it'd always come again right back around
I'm feeling the cold dark air
I'm feeling it now but I don't care
I breathe it in and let it win, again
And I don't even care about it
I don't look back (back)
It's like a panic attack and I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have (have)
And I thought you should know that I'm not letting go
Even if I'm seeing black
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it