I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
What did I do to deserve
Getting my feelings hurt
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
When you're not here by my side
I swear I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me how to move on
Can you show me how to be strong
Each second feel way too long
Without you
You're the only place i belonged
Now I don't where to run
Why does everything feel so wrong
Without you
No matter what I do I always seem to make things worse
How come I always end up last, when I put you first
I thought love was a blessing, but now I know its a curse
Cuz I healed your heart and you broke mine in return
And ever after you treated me this way
I still can't make it go away
Cuz I fell too hard
But you didn't fall from the start
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
What did I do to deserve
Getting my feelings hurt
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
When you're not here by my side
I swear I'm losing my mind
I dont wan be concious no longer
Sippin the henny to down all my sorrows
I dont even wanna think bout tomorrow
I know I prolly shouldn't finish the bottle (fuck)
Now I'm just going insane
Henny is taking control of my brain
I'm sending drunk texts that I can't explain
Cuz I need to kill all the pain
I need to kill all pain that you caused
I hit the blunt to go swervin and pause
There's no escaping when you feel this lost
Time doesn't heal when its covered in frost
Now I
Wish that you were never mine
Wish that I could be alright
You're the reason that I
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
What did I do to deserve
Getting my feelings hurt
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
When you're not here by my side
I swear I'm losing my mind