Perfect, it's what I strive for
Hide all of the bad
The evidence of before
I gotta hide from you
From everybody (From you)
Automatic since I was young
Had to be a parent
Cause my parents weren't enough
I've been conditioned to be sad
Too fake it all, to stay mad
So look at my house
Look at my car
Look at my smile
Isn't it nice
Isn't it deceiving
Look my job, making these songs
You think I'd be happy but I'm not
Isn't so nice
Isn't it deceiving
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that I'm fine
I don't want you to see this
I've been going through some things I don't want you to see
And I'm finna' lose it, only one that knows is me
Skeletons, they're dancing next to Chanel in my closet
They're my only company, that's if I'm being honest
Smoking runtz now, keep emotions on the d low
Way too faded, I'm sedated, vices help me reload
The clip's full in the pistol, don't make me bang one in the air
Close my eyes, I'm well aware
I don't want you to see this (Cause I don't even want the man upstairs to see this)
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that I'm fine
I don't want you to see this
I don't want you to see this, see this
I don't want you to see this, see this
(I don't want you to see this)
(I don't want you to see this)