I honestly tried to fit in To the life you want to be living But I could never be enough And I'll never be enough You'd rather throw away your love Into the heavens above You tell me that I'm not alone I got no doubt I'm on my own 'Cause you ghost me and throw me away You tell me you care but no one is there I've lost it all I'm up in the air 'cause you can't be there You'll watch me fall My picture waits in your closet As my colours fade, I can't stop it Got me blind in the dark While I'm searching for the stars And I'm covered in dust Locked up and living with these scars And if you ever change your mind Don't think I'll ever call you mine 'Cause you ghost me and throw me away You tell me you care but no one is there I've lost it all I'm up in the air 'cause you can't be there You'll watch me fall You tell me you care but no one is there I've lost it all I'm up in the air 'cause you can't be there You'll watch me fall