Remember when, you came in?
Remember when, the phone rang?
It's 3:00AM, it's okay
Here comes Ma, I'm hurting
The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, ma its not true
Are you okay son
Said "Yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane
She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead...
"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"
It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake
When my thoughts were my own
It was just a mistake
And I felt torn in two
My soul feeling blank
I really wanna live
My mind giving hate
(It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake.)
I just kept plodding
My head kept on nodding
The darkness behind me
Was ready to feast
Don't care to look back now
Just want out this deep hell
The thoughts of some pills
Getting closer to me
But you could see
That I was hurting
And you could be
The saving grace
I'll tell you what Ma
The man was right
The man on the phone
I needed that night...
The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, Ma it's not true
Are you okay son
Said "yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane
She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead...
"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"
It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake