Careful giving second chances
That you have to earn
I'm stacking cards into a house that's made of all these words
All there is is silence on the other end I heard
How'm I s'posed to read between the lines when they are blurred?
I don't know
I don't know if all of this was worth it
Chasing you around the city while you burned it
I sat on that vacant line and I was searching
Disconnected for some time and now I'm certain
The grass is only greener 'cause it's fake
I don't give my time away for you to waste
Do you love the idea more than the real thing?
What you don't repair today you will repeat
In times of crisis
We sport masks that we let go
It's not just what you say
It's what you do and what you don't
The ivy on the siding is completely overgrown
I used to have a lot to say
It's not my shit to own
I don't know
I don't know if all of this was worth it
Chasing you around the city while you burned it
I sat on that vacant line and I was searching
Disconnected for some time and now I'm certain
The grass is only greener 'cause it's fake
I don't give my time away for you to waste
Do you love the idea more than the real thing?
What you don't repair today you will repeat
Now I know
Now I know all of this was worth it
There were a million things I had to come to terms with
Built my structure up from everything that burned me
Farewell to my fake friends they don't deserve me
I can't look the other way it's got me circling
All because of a page that I'm scared of turning
Don't know why I'm so afraid it isn't working
Count me out
Count me out
Now I know
Now I know all of this was worth it
Sold out stadiums baby yeah I earned it
Found a home inside myself so I'd stop searching